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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

new blog link!

www.sweeetheaven.blogspot.com

please change your link.thank you. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/16/2005 02:55:00 AM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

wahahaha.
new album uploaded! :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/15/2005 06:00:00 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

wait.
i didnt push everything to you guys.i said that its partially my fault too.
reasons?okayy.i shall state.
remember there was this period of time last year we drifted so much?yes.both of you were so close to each other by then and yes.i felt upset that we were so drifted and all.i tried talking and all.but i felt cold from you guys.so from then on,i thought.since its like that,there is nothing i can do?and i thought that i wasnt welcomed at all.so obviously i wont be so thickskin and stick to you guys right?and when im with you guys,i felt weird.on grad night?cause you guys got closer to dongzheng that group?i alr felt abit out there.

maybe all these made me feel weird?therefore i didnt call you guys out?cause i hate this kind of feeling.and of course i long wanted to call you guys out.and its not that i will only go out with you guys if jayne they all go.you guys may think that feeling weird is just an excuse.its not an excuse and its really what im feeling.hmms.and you said "do you know how hard it is to get you out just me,oalone".did you even ask me in the first placee?if you guys dont mind obviously i will be happy to go out with you all alonee?i just havee to overcomee this weird feeling in me.and definitely it will.

my gang.i agree im more attached to this clique.but i wouldnt mind going out with you pple?why would i mind if you guys dont mind me in the first placee?

yes.im a naive and gullible girl that took me so long to realise the fact that she was making use of me and all.cause all i ever believe in a friendship is trust and i trusted her.but i found out so some stuff to make me realise how stupid i was.but why didnt you guys tell me earlier on then?

and maybe we should meet up sooon.be it with jayne they all or just me alonee.cause i really miss you guys.yupps.

and to ` : thanks for your advicee but i have thought abt it.i do want this friendshipp.i may sound as if i dont care abt this friendship but in actual fact i do.what reasons do you have for me to let go?you sound as though you know me and my clique.so perhaps you could tell me why?thanks. :)

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/14/2005 04:38:00 AM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

finee!
its not that i dont even want to ask you guys when you guys are freee.
fine.
it maybe partially my fault.
it maybe yours too.cause you guys didnt ask us out too.if im the one who wants to salvage the friendship and you guys doesnt want,whats the point?i have tried taking one small step at a time by tagging you!just wanna slowly take one step at a timee.and i did say to meet up together.and i really do want to meet up together.and im suree jayne they all do too.i just wanna ask you.do you even want this friendship in the first place?cause i do.but if you dont,i have nothing to say.yepp.

oh ya.stopp thinking that im still with her.im not.what do you guys know?nothing.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/13/2005 02:17:00 AM

Friday, February 11, 2005

hmmms.
cny was alright.as usual playy all the way.lols.yuppps.
went back to ij for the cny mass.yupps.
saw my bestfriend and other pple.so happy!lols.hmmm.
what can i say?
the mass was quiet.hmmms.so lil pple singing.and the PA system was down.so the concert was rather a bit quite unsuccessful.lols.had lion dance house competition.lols.bluee is still the sameee.lols.didnt win.but its okayy. :) i thought they tried their best!seeing how much sunlu shakes the lion head!!lols.yupps.and yes.i was damn sway.MY SLIPPERS BROKE BEFORE THE CONCERT!MY GOD.and i wa ssupposed to go out with cherr aft that.hahas.but a red ribbon did helped me a lil.heh.tied it ard my slipppers.hahas.but if someone steps on the ribbon,there goes me.FLAT ON THE FLOOR.lols.and cherr has been trying to step on it.evil ehh?hahas.went town to get another pair of slippers and caught a movie with cherr jiangg and kahyee hubby.lols.watched shall we dance.hmms.i swear J LO knows how to dance.she looked sexy when she dancee!amd cause she got a nice bods.lols.had fun though.yupps.

~~itsnotthatidontwannadoanything.itsjustthatyouarebusyandall.~~
~~maybethereisjustsomemisunderstandingsthere.~~

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/11/2005 03:19:00 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005

its soooo early in the morning and im onlinee.
lols.cant blamee me.im not tiredd.hahahas.alrights.
when town to shopp for the past two days.
hmms.saturday wasnt that fruitful but sunday was.yupps.met up with the gang and yupp.joan sunlu and adeline came along on saturday too!ohh!how can i forget.i met my HUBBY!lols.like after so long i get to see her.she must be flirting ard and having affairs everywhere right now.lols.abandoning her wifey here alonee at homee.LOLS.alright.that was nonsense!hehee.

im a happy girl!really!
what made me happy yesterday was my earrings!and all the credits should go to JAYNEEE!lols.she spotted this pretty lil thing and haha.it caught my eye too!lols.lovee it to bits.heh.cny is nearing.hahahas.good news for me.cause its ANGPAO time!!lols.wheee.money money money!its time to shopp again!lols.

alrights.tues tmr.should i go back to IJ for mass or should i not.hmmms.
im thinking.
maybeee yes.
maybee noo.
pouts.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/07/2005 08:42:00 AM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

~~yes.imthinkingaboutit.imactuallymissingsomeepeopleinmylifee.thepeoplethat~~
~~ihavelost,thepeopleihavenbeenmeeting.yes.emotionalme.myemotionistaking~~
~~controloverme.iguessiamstillleavinginaworldfilledwithnaiveandgullibleme.~~
~~ithoughtihavegrownup.wontbehavingthethinkingofhowperfectafriendshipis.~~
~~ihavealwaysthoughtthatinaafriendshiptherewontbebetrayalandall.butiwas~~
~~wrong.alrights.andimthankfulforallmypastexperienceshavewokemeup.~~

~~thankstothosewhotaughtmeandwokemeup.~~

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/02/2005 01:13:00 AM

yess.
dead tiredd now.
went job hunting with qb today.lols.went all the way to bugis, then to rafflescity then to suntec then to plaza singapura, then to cine and finally heeren.and in total i applied for 5 jobs!lols.hopee i could get in to any of them.lols.yuppps.

then head back to tp aft that for pool.lols.we were early to meeting jayne cherine jiangg and joan so we played pool.yupp.dinner at 75.heh.then headed back to tpc and walked ard.yupps.then joan left and headed to snookerzone next.heh.played pool and photohunt.hahahs.alrights.then headed back homee.

it was tat's birthday yesterday and sunlu's birthday todayy.yupps.

happy belated birthday to tat and happy birthday to sunlu!lols.

i know they wont be seeing this.but heck.
alrights.
shall end offf.

andipromisethatyou'll
neverbereplaced//*
at 2/02/2005 01:06:00 AM